Fantasy into Reality

I knew it was so
I have been searching and searching
for that one elusive male
that would give me added delight
"I will rock your world" you say
let's make fantasy into reality.

I try to live them
to make it happen
right or wrong
with no regrets.
no should've, would've, could've.
many times I thought
"I just dont want anybody,"
"I want someone different, "
someone who is an integrated part of me.
maybe he is fearful
of the other world I can show him
where anything goes
and all insecurities are left at the door.

are you just my fantasy or
am I just your fantasy? NO.
Fantasy into reality.
I will keep searching for
my elusive male
I know I am not an' illusion within the illusion'
I am real,
and wherever you are
I hope you are too...